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Boredum is a catastrophic event in my mind...
My mind runs wild. Really wild. Like beyond feral, beyond semi-tame... Straight up beast mode wild.
When I become bored... I get in trouble.
It doesn't even have to be that I'm not doing anything, I could be in the middle of something and my mind will just be over it.
Next thing I know, I'm trying to build a tree fort out of old car parts or conjuring a spirit so I have someone to talk to.
I tend to start overthinking when I get bored. It takes the manic phase I'm used to and then caterwalls it in to an endless cartwheel of what ifs and why nots. I actually challenged my own faith in a moment just like that... I mean ground shaking, Earth ending, firmament fracturing type of challenge. I'm not sure what my beliefs mean... Too me it's a whole new religion. I'm not even sure how to explain it yet, not sure I'm ready to try.
I will say that boredum has created more than it has destroyed. Whether you believe me or not I can understand animals. They talk to me. Which is cool most times, I've had a donkey get so excited that I could understand him he took me on an hour's long adventure telling me everything he could. And I've got video of my car saying hi with his fur.
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